Monday, 20 July 2009

  • Hope is a waking dream.

    School was tiring today, simply taxing and I shall try to sleep before 12 every night before I officially turn into an owl.

    Sometimes I feel like hiding myself away from the crowd, and I've got the urge to do so. Maybe I really got increasingly zibi recently.

    They say happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open. I'm quite certain I left all of mine closed though. I wake up every morning only to realize that there's nothing much I can look forward to.

Saturday, 18 July 2009

  • Oppression can only survive through silence.

    Not sure why but recently I'm easily frustrated over I-don't-know-what. But I do know I have to keep reminding myself about promotion to year 6 already since my promos arriving in early September.

    I know I've got 45 days to secure what's left.

    I know I've got stuff I couldn't even differentiate if its the truth or is it just me thinking too much.

    I know I've got ample of stories to tell. Maybe I'll leave it till after promos.

    I think half blood prince is not nice in general but Dumbledore's sacrifice made the ending part so heartfelt.

    I'm thinking of making my blog private. Should I?

Wednesday, 15 July 2009

  • Faith is taking the first step,

    even when you don't see the whole staircase.
    -Martin Luther King Jr.

    I'm sorry I didnt eat pork for all 3 meals today. In fact, I ate everything else except pork today! Yeah includes seafood. I hate seafood by the way.

    I shall not hold this betting for long cause I think I'll have to end up and eat pork everyday. But anyway I think it'll be getting less dreadful to see lowest common factor everyday already. I hope things will stay the way they are now.

    Remedials remedials.. I really need remedy sia, we're left with 47 days to promos, I bloody need to bloody buck up before its bloody too late I don't want to bloody kena retained seriously.

    I end almost everyday feeling very unaccomplished, sometimes I really wonder have I ever woke up to my realizations before.

    Some food for thought I guess hm.

Tuesday, 14 July 2009

  • PW F TW

    I BET MY POOR PW GROUPMATES ARE JUST EQUALLY UPSET / ANGRY WITH LOWEST COMMON FACTOR AS ME NOW CAUSE WE HAVE TO REDO OUR WHOLE PROJECT.

    We're only left with approximately 3 months to complete everything now, why didn't anybody tell us earlier!

    Blame it on our shallowness then, when we were choosing our topic. We should have known that we can't get much out of this factor. So why even bother to be angry at him am I right. I can't believe I actually did my maths assignment!

    The sky is falling.

    I feel very pissed when people keep asking me about things and yet don't believe the things I answered. Hello if you don't believe me then why bother asking me so many questions and I'm very sure I had phrased everything clearly already.

    I was feeling rather suicidal about everything that came tumbling over me one after another. Just so demoralized by the obstacles in life.

Sunday, 12 July 2009

  • Truth is what stands the test of experience.

    Asking yourself questions may be something incomprehensible to others, but I do that all the time. No joke.

    I asked myself why am I being treated the way I'm being treated by some, why its so hard to strike a damn balance in life.

    I used to think everyone is equal, its just how they think bout themselves, and how others think bout them.

    And I used to believe in retributions and karma, but not anymore. I should have known that some things just don't go back to you.

    Maybe its just part of my negligence on some issues but hey, I just don't understand why some things happen. They just happen like, all of a sudden and out of the blue?

    Sometimes I just feel bloody insulted whenever you say that. Why doesn't karma befall on you at all.

    Achieving equality? Tough luck.

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